Look Brittany, I have given you my all to win your affection. We talked about how i did not want to be treated differently if you got a boy friend. You promised me everything would be ok. You Lied to me! 

I am not going to continue to give you my love. If you want me in your life and you want the love i have to give. You need to prove it. I am not going to continue to be emotionally drained each and every night. You need to show me affection. telling me that you dont know, when i ask you a question of security is not going to cut it. If you love me you need to show it.

If you want me then you need to go out of your way to keep me, i am not going to settle for anything less then your best. I am not going stick around and pour my year and soul out so you can treat me like a second rate guy. I know what kind of relationship i am able to give and the kind of love you can give to me.

I am just done with the whole me trying to win you back. I have done every thing i can think of to earn your heart. I gave more love and feeling the past month then i have in any other time in any other relationship i have ever been in. The results are heart breaking. 

Now if you want me to remain in your life you need to figure it out. I dont mind you having another boy in your life as long as i remain your number one. If you want me in your life then you need to prove it to me. Give me a reason to love you. Make me feel like i am number one. 

With all that said I love you with all my heart and i just have nothing left to give, unless you fill me back up. If you truly want me in your life you need to be the girl i fell in love with. A beautiful, kind,caring, and gentle girl who was deeply in love with me.

I never actually said it.

My relationship with this girl is over. I had given it all that i had. It was not enough to save it. I am upset but its her loss i can walk away knowing that i gave 100% to keep it alive. She is the one who walked away not me. 

SDG & BDB 6/19/10 - 1/23/12